Yes I think we must all make reparations in one form or another for our misdeeds. Maybe that is what fate is. We create our own fate, by our own deeds. Then why do bad things happen to good people ? A valid question and a puzzling one. Is there a God or some other deity that wishes to test our strength ? That is a possibility but leaves another question, why ? Are the troubling times an opportunity to atone ? Are our reactions to the bad things a sort of counterbalance ?
In examining this puzzle another question would be, to whom must we make reparations ? That is where God enters the picture. Must we make amends with our God ? And in so pleasing him attain atonement and therefore everlasting peace ? Certainly that would seem to be the case. We have so little control over so many factors that effect our lives that it can be no other way. That is the reason we turn to outside sources for our comfort and strength. We pray. Sometimes we blame, and sometimes we abandon that course of action altogether. We lose our faith. Always though we look elsewhere for the answers. It is my belief however that the truth lies inside us all. And that is where we need to look and make amends. In examining our lives and past actions, whether positive or negative, we can make changes. It is in those changes that we gain atonement. It is not acts that we perform, but rather an enlightenment of our mind that gives us this atonement. We find peace with our God. Reparations must be made to ourselves. That is the answer I think. We must atone for our past by living our future. Therein lies the enigma that is life. Does it really begin and end ? We only know of this existence. If we atone for our past by living our future, what is the result of obtaining that atonement ? Can’t be living our future and can’t be repeating the past. Is it what some religions call, Nirvana ? Some call it heaven. Whatever it is I think it lives within us all and it is just a matter of finding it. Can’t hurt to take a good look around.
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